“It’s normal to grieve a pregnancy loss, including the loss of a child by abortion. It can form a hole in one’s heart, a hole so deep that sometimes it seems nothing can fill the emptiness.” http://hopeafterabortion.com/
However: If you are feeling Suicidal get Help Immediately.
“SUICIDAL THOUGHTS OR FEELINGS are sometimes experienced by women who have had an abortion. If this is happening to you, please get help immediately. We want you to know that there is hope for you, and that we care very much.
For immediate intervention:
(1). United States of America – National Suicide Hope Line – 1-800-784-2433.
(2). United Kingdom – 08457 90 90 90 or http://www.samaritans.org.uk
Assistance is available in over 40 other countries through http://www.suicide-helplines.org.
Find the nearest project Rachel to you.
In England, contact any of the following organizations for assistance:
Contact: Claire McCollough, Diocese of London
CARE Christian Evangelical Group (London)
Contact: Charlie Colchester or Charlie Hoar. Referral Phone: 44-171-233-0455